| WILLOW/BUFFY FANFICTION
FORGIVENESS
UNREQUITED LOVE
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NC17
DISCLAIMER:I own nothing joss ect owns everything don't sue.
Buffy sat next to the grave stone looking at the red head, Willow was idly running her hands through grass that they were sitting on, she looks so beautiful sitting there… Buffy thought to her self whoa where did that come from beautiful Willow wasn’t beautiful she was funny ditsy adorable Buffy thought with a sigh. Who was she kidding Buffy had fallen for her best friend hook line and sinker and there was just nothing she could do about it. /Buffy earth to Buffy/ Buffy turned to face the curious expression of her best friend /You alive in there?/
/yeah I am Will why what’s up?/
/Oh nothing just I have been asking you a question for the last 10 minutes and you don’t seem to be paying attention…anything up?/ Buffy scolded herself when Willow’s bemused look turned to that of a worried friend, Willow always worried about her when really there was no need to /No I’m fine Will just thinking about stuff/.
/Really what kind of stuff Buff/
/oh you no slaying the world / she was blatantly lying and she knew it but what was she supposed to say, oh I was thinking about how much I loved you, how much I wish I could kiss you hold you and never let you go, yeah she thought to herself and then watch her best friend the love of her life run of into the night yeah that would be fun. /Oh so deep and meaningful thoughts then…you know if you need to you can talk to me about anything I will always listen even if sometimes I can’t understand, you know if it’s slaying stuff/
/thanks Will and you do you know more than most/
/What’s that Buff/
/understand/ Willow smiled and Buffy’s heart lightened up once again she held her friends hand briefly and smiled back. /you want to go back to the dorm I mean there doesn’t seem to be much action around here/ Willow grinned
/Oh and you think there will be action back in the dorm/ Willow said as she winked at Buffy. Buffy froze she was gob smacked had Willow read the signals did she know, ohgodohgodohgod…she can’t know I mean… /Buffy I was just joking come on I agree lets go home we have that essay to do/ Buffy nodded slowly as she regained her composure /yeah…oh god we have an essay due/ Willow rolled her eyes at her best friend as they walked towards the dorm.
Willow woke up suddenly she had been having a bad dream though she couldn’t really remember what it was about she looked at the clock 4:00am. She closed her eyes and rolled back over trying to get some sleep /Willow! I’m sorry I take it back I don’t I was lying, it was a joke please don’t leave me I…I just please don’t go/ Willow looked at the bed across from hers Buffy was having a bad dream of her own, apparently concerning her, wonder what I’m leaving for, Willow thought, she wondered whether she should wake the blonde up, Buffy was hard if not impossible to wake up she had tried once and got a painful punch for her efforts, Buffy of course hadn’t realised as she had been asleep and Willow had never told her though she did have a impressive black eye which she told Buffy was where she had fallen over in the shower that morning. /Please Willow! I need you don’t leave me/ Willow was in two minds on the one hand she didn’t want a black eye or have to tell Buffy how she got it the old falling over in the shower routine definitely would not work again , but Buffy looked like she was having a really bad time of it. Cautiously Willow walked over to Buffy’s bed, maybe poking her with a stick…. bad idea Buffy may think it was a stake and ram it through my heart, that would not be a good idea Buffy would never be able to live herself, plus I don’t want to die. /Buffy …Buffy!…BUFFY!/ Buffy stilled for a moment but then carried on her nightmare, great, Willow thought, well here goes nothing, Willow gently shuck Buffy /Buffy wake up come on its just me/ Willow closed one of her eyes she didn’t see how that would help her dodge a punch but this was Buffy the likely hood was that she wouldn’t be able to. /Willow I love you so much please don’t leave me I will stop loving you I promise/ huh? Willows mind froze, did she just…no I mean…Love me… Willows shaking became more agitated /Willow! You didn’t leave me oh Willow/ Buffy grabbed her friend into a bear hug I promise I’ll stop I swear…no more loving you or thinking about you in that way…/ Willow starred at her friend, Buffy looked so scarred, but Willow didn’t know what to do Buffy must still think she was in a dream /I’d never leave you Buffy you know that/ Buffy looked startled for a moment the realisation that she was no longer asleep hitting her, oh god she must of heard…/I’m sorry Willow em…I guess I better go and get ready for school yeah…/ Buffy jumped up everything would be ok she just wouldn’t look at Willow and see the disgust in her eyes like the dream Willow had had she could go to class sneak back before Willow, pack all her belongings and leave rapidly before anything happened, that would be fine, everything would be fine. Buffy felt a hand on her shoulder /Buffy it’s just after four you don’t need to be awake let alone getting dressed for school come over here/ Buffy sighed deeply she had faced countless numbers of vampires and demons but turning around and facing the look that might be in her friends eyes was something she didn’t know if she would be able to live through /I can’t Will/ Willow smiled sadly
/Why, do you think that little of me that you don’t think I would be able to cope with this/
/oh no/ Buffy spun round into a hug from her closest friend in the world.
/I’m not saying I’m not surprised I means it’s not everyday that this happens I mean I thought I was the shy one/ Buffy smiled weakly this was the brush off, thanks but no thanks but it was better than Willow not even being able to look her in the eye but she knew that Willow may have a problem with this / I can move out if you want I am sure you can get a knew room mate it’ll be fine/
/Buffy I am not going to let you go and run away again tell me how do you feel about me/ Buffy didn’t hesitate she knew Willow had realised
/I love you…more than anything anyone/ Willow smiled one tear rolled down her cheek /Oh God! I don’t want to make you cry clumsy slayer as usual/ Buffy was so caught up in her babble that she didn’t notice Willow’s lips until they were on her own Buffy groaned in to Willows mouth she had wondered what this moment would be like, Willow tasted the way she thought she would cinnamon delicate but the lips were so much softer than she imagined. Willow pulled away /wow!/
/I second that wow!/ Buffy sat in front of Willow a Cheshire cat grin on her face
/so you don’t hate me then/
/no I think it’s kinda the opposite I love you Buffy Summers/ Buffy’s world from that moment felt complete she was content beyond all comprehension of the word and when their lips met for the second time she knew she had arrived home.
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